Destiny

We have long since forgotten in this room
Love is more than a word
It is a progression
As the garden produces fruit to consume
The heart is not heard
its time for a test then
Honest love letters were once written in red
Roses used to be delivered
time causes change how did we get here?
We use to not be able to sleep in separate beds
When you spoke I would shiver
Slowly we succumb to distance fear

Tonight I will bow down and admit I need U near
Let's not say we are in love
Let's say we are in destiny
Tomorrow we can discover a new reason to be here
since life is here to shove
I can call on my Destiny

I will write you letters
Even though I see you daily
so when its wrong it can get better
within your heart I sail thee
Love can end but destiny is forever
~ Stone

Sin

Sin

The small of your back

I hear it calling

Causes the animal in me to react

Strictly passion falling

I answer in kind

I seize upon the wanting

Without restraint of mind

Licking your lips taunting

I will not ask

I will speak

Up to the task

To make u weak

Ice cubes in a bowl

Tongue upon skin

Reach through and kiss your soul

Cinnamon coated sin

Rose petals in the bath

I worship U like a queen

Mouth upon toes U will not laugh

We get lost in the steam

We combine

Your body built for 2

Yours is mine

Anything U wanna do

Anything U wanna try

Anything U wanna say

Not a thing I will deny

Til this night becomes day

Turn lights down low

Time and time again

No outside sounds so

We hear the sounds of our sin

the v of your love

That is all we need

Overwhelmed by lust

Fulfill my greed

In darkness so no angels can see us

- Stone

Raspberry Tea

Raspberry Tea
Searching and searching
I let it go
Hurting and hurting
she does not know
She walked away
left me standing
just another day
left me standing
then you made me some
Raspberry tea
when I thought life was done
you replenished me
waiting and waiting
the morning sun arose
inside me forever creating
a heartbeat again I suppose
can you hear the beating?
as the raspberry just flows
Thank you for giving life again
U served me Raspberry tea
U could not comprehend
how much it meant to me
understand me
I never imagined I could
Understand me
I never thought I would
care beyond physical
U could not comprehend
Thank you for giving me life again-Fin

Storm

Storms have never been heard so clear
Destiny clashes against the fury
Secure thee
Cascade down among the few who hear
the music of the chaos
Secure thee
Overflows the waters of it all
We rise we fall
Endure we
never to be allowed to admit
we enjoy the tone
Endure she
will she will
Jagged rough and untouched
Purity in subtle way
chaos is its melody
Secure thee
give me shelter
moments I felt her
endure she
always does
missing what was
feels like storms in the heart
hard to bring back that
which was part of the heart
-stone

The Thought //Finish

The thought -
I wish I had more time. I wish I had bought a different shirt. I should have got roses. Next i will try a little harder. There she was. Legs to die for. Hair natural like i like it. Everything was perfect. Should i kiss her? I want to. I need to feel. Why can't i make the world stop?
So we could live moments like this forever.
1)
Dinner
How long have I dreamed of this day?
That u and I would spend some time?
Wondering what song to play
When your name is all repeating in my mind
I may not kiss u when i am supposed to
The scent i can't resist
Can I come close to you?
I don't know if i am wrong or right
But i wanna make this a long long night
Can i make u dinner?
Can i make u my favorite dish?
Tonight will be the beginner
As your lips i softly kiss
How long have i wondered what to do?
How long will it take?
I can't tell u how many times i've dreamed of u
I just can't wait to taste
Share your recipe with me
Direct way to bring u to ectasy
Your pleasure is all we need to reveal
Can i make u my favorite meal?

Finish.

The reality -
She is thinking the same thing I am. We are in the same frame of mind. This seems as spiritual as .... Is this destiny? Can i have found ...her?
How did i get here?
I said "last time we hugged i didnt wanna let go"
She said "my dear tonight u won't have to. Pack a bag"
2)Movie
That dress speaks
Words that make me weak
Those lips need need to belong
They will be mine from now on
Those eyes let them be locked in
I wont stop when
The movie starts
Its so dark
Lets ..yes lets
Nobody will know
In the darkness of a picture show
Tongue lock
Don't stop
Slowly lean missing movie scenes
Time and again
To taste ya skin when
The movie starts
Its so dark yes lets .....

Words Demean

SHE who is the mystery
the unsolved
the question
without the mark
SHE who is journey
that many wander
that many ponder
the book without a start
SHE who is pure yet flawed
the Ruby
the sapphire
lights the dark
SHE without voice
the spoken
the unbroken
the actress without a part


SHE who is a river
where we all drink
who creates life
place within us all
SHE who is one with all
The flowers
The breeze
summer winter spring fall
SHE who we all admire
look quickly
look again
she rarely hears the call


some will stare
some will pause
most won't dare
dropping jaws
silence the words will demean the moment
I bow before you Queen seeking atonement

Lately - short piece

at summers end
I feel the cold coming
why winter do we need you?
my lungs intake the wind
Angels I attempt to summon
too busy they speed thru
one stops and you know you need to
embrace the change
its hard to accept but I believe you
Lonely days in range
I built this so I could be all alone
but lately ...lately
Solitude which was once home
but lately ...lately

Can you handle the truth?

So I am talking to a old friend. Who has been married for 11 years. He told me he is in the dog house with his wife. The reason, he told her the truth. No ladies settle down he was not cheating, No he doesn't have a child outside of the marriage, No he didn't waste the rent on a stripper (thats a different friend and a different post to come) None of the things that women would turn over a table and murder a husband slowly and painfully over.

What he said was that they have not had "relations"* in 4 months and what could be done bring the spice back. She pooped a chicken.How dare he be selfish and talk about his needs. She is a working woman with a child. She will get to him when time permits. Now I know the ladies will say "well how did he say it?" "When did he say it?"etc. It does not matter ladies and let me tell you why. The fact this man reached out means he loves so much, he wants to mend things. NOW had he just said "to hell with her" and got side piece, THEN he is wrong. However in the context of this situation. SHE is wrong ....... I am going to pause for a second as I know some ladies fainted and some are plotting to Wesley Snipe me but hear me out

. Men are sensitive creatures just like ladies. We feel everything you all feel. The only difference is ladies get emotional and expresses herself in ANY TONE, it is strength. A man has to sit, think, how to do it the "right" way or face being an episode of "Snapped". In reality there is NOT a right way to say certain things to a woman. More than likely you will offend her and make the situation worse. Which where the question is presented "Do women really want to hear the truth?

Now before my ladies just up and down "Even if it hurts I want the truth" I want you to really think about the answer. Truth can lead to opening a rabbit hole that a man may never get out of. Imagine if a man answered you honestly all the time. How long would that man be around? What if men expressed the way we felt honestly to you no filter? More than likely he would be labeled verbally abusive. Even if he whispered these said facts with roses, chocolates in the form of a poem. Thats reality

So ladies I ask Do you really want to hear the truth or nice lie.

The friend I started this blog about now feels he can't talk to his wife anymore from fear. See where problems start? Which a lot of men feel that way. There is where is the disconnect begins in a relationship. Now had he just went out and cheated he would be a no good dirty down b@$tard. How does a man talk to woman the right about problems?


thanks to K Trimmer for the edirs

The Black Scary Movie

I was chatting with some friends discussing Cloverfield. If you haven't seen it, don't! However let's just say a forty foot creature attacked Atlanta. Let's say a girl I dated who came to my going away party with another guy called me and asked me to save her life. I'd reply "tell that hump who bought you to the party to save you PEACE!" I would be trying to escape to safety. If you are around me run the same way I run or be lost in tha sauce, ya dig? Maybe my princess Nina I would take a chance but that is it! Call me what you want to but I can't beat a forty foot monster. I am just saying. One of my friends bought up the point there has never been a good black scary movie. I personally think there never will be one. Well at least not realistic. There are several reasons for this. Let discuss some of them shall we?

First of all it would be about 5 minutes long.

Here is the scene – Simon and Suzi go on vacation in the place where a mad man killed a dozen people last year.

Simon – Say Suzi you hear that somebody killed 11 people there last year. They never caught him

Suzi – mo***fu**er what the hell ya cheap ass doing bringing me here for?

Simon – I just found out

Suzi – Turn this gotdamm car around and take me somewhere safe. In fact take me home. I should have listened to my sister about ya punk @$$.

There is where the movie would end, serious. Credits would be rolling at that point. The average black woman is NOT going into danger knowingly. She aint gonna fall either. Why? The same reason black folks are good runners. Every black neighborhood had a person who had a loose dog who chase the kids home. We learn to run from danger at an early age.

2^nd it is physically impossible to kill an entire group of black people.

If the mad man were to walk into a crowded room full of black people with an ax. Depending on where you were 1 of 3 things would happen

1) somebody would run to the trunk and bring back a heater and fill the mad man up with lead.

2) He would kill ONE person and the others would vanish into thin air.

3) Somebody would say "that mafunka got an AX!" again black folks will vanish.

4) Somebody has an aunt, cousin, grandma, who knows voodoo and will handle it

I have been at a club when a dude "I'm sick of this sh*t, I'm about to …." The club was empty in a split second. This is fact not fiction.

3^rd Black people don't stick around to investigate noises, animals, strange happenings, etc

If there is some new animal to be discovered believe me, black folks aint gonna discover it ok?

We have discover how to use peanuts 100 ways, created traffic lights, did the first open heart surgery, designed Washington DC, etc BUT a black man will never be the one in the woods to discover new kind of bear. Believe that

Let's do another scene shall we?

Here is the premise : Life long friends Tyrone (Black) and Jake (white) have found out there is a strange creature in the hills of Dover, Wisconsin. There have been several missing animals and people in the area. Jake wants to document the situation and be the first to video this strange creature. He gets a bunch of his friends together about 10 to make the journey together.

Jake – Everyone, thanks for coming. As you know the hill creature has never been captured on video. I want to be the first to do so.

Mandy – Hasn't everyone who tried ended up dead?

Jake – well yeah but that does not mean we can't be the first. We will be in history books

Mandy – hell I'm down, oh yeah

The entire group agrees to go the following weekend.

After the crowd has dispersed Tyrone goes to Jake

Tyrone – Jake can I borrow 800 dollars?

Jake – anything for you old buddy and writes a check

Tyrone and Jake then laugh about the years they have been friends

Tyrone gets in his car and leaves

Mandy and Jake make passionate love

The crew is together the following weekend to get the footage. Tyrone calls Jake saying he is sick. Jack is concerned but goes on without him.

The news gets back to Tyrone that his childhood buddy has gone missing.

Tyrone uses to the 800 to pay off his back support he owes the mother of the child

The movie goes off

Now you know where the black friend is in the movie. He stayed his ass home. Yes I know there is a 'token' black fella in the movies. But he ain't real believe me. If there is a hint of danger? HELLS NO. He needs a check. I watch national geographic/discovery channel all the time I rarely see a black person in the mix.

So here is the reality of it. Black folks lets be real. There may never be a good black scary movie. IF there is it would have to be very fake. Cause yall know in real life you would never stick around. Now this is not to disrespect white people. Nor am I saying black people are right either. I am just saying we live different is all. We deal with danger different. Not that one is better than the other just different is all. So don't wait for that great black scary movie it ain't coming.

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President Straight Male Pride Foundation

Simon Stone