Forgive Me

Forgive me

Angels walk among us

With their wings hidden away

I met an angel yesterday

Lord if u can forgive my lust

Lord in u I will always trust

I ask u in advance to forgive me

Angels are here to bless us all

Angel, can I have u to myself?

Something in her eyes took my breath

Resist as I might further I fall

I bow to u whenever u call

Lord I ask u in advance to forgive me

Can u forgive me?

For Every night and day

I want 2 covet thee

Can U forgive me?

I want u so close

U will feel one with me

Angels are here to ease our fears

Angels let us know God is there

This angel came into my life

To pull me into the light

I wanna hold on with all my might

Lord u are going to have to forgive me

Angels are meant not for us to covet

When she is close how do I love it?

When she kissed me I was so weak

Without her I can't feel complete

For love it is her I seek

Lord u gonna have to forgive me

Can u forgive me?

For Every night and day

I want 2 covet thee

Can U forgive me?

I want u so close

U will feel one with me

–FIN

Hard being a man part one

I was sitting at Stately Stone Manor. Among the many thoughts that go thru my head. Some worth mentioning, others not so much( in fact I am pretty sure 2 thoughts I had are illegal in Montana and Wyoming). I was thinking how much the straight male has against him. I want you to really sit back and think for minute. When Gay Pride weekend is in Atlanta it is all the rage. Television and newspaper coverage in every major media outlet available. Dancing and frolicking in the streets. This was done with joy and praise from media outlets. Here is what disturbed me. If straight men did the exact same thing, there would be protests in the street. Women's groups would be out throwing tomatoes and bottles. I wonder to myself how did we get here? Why is it some groups can be proud and others can't?
Then I began to wonder, do women know how hard it is to be a straight man? I mean really. Before the boos and hissing begins. I want you to think about this. A man has to have the right job, car, height, temperament, penis size and much more. For example a woman can get mad at a man. Curse, spit, slap and kick him in public. The man is supposed to stand there and accept it. If the man does anything other than stand there, he is abusive. If a man yells too much he is abusive, a woman yells too much she is emotional. A man has to be exactly what a woman wants at that moment she wants. It is called a happy medium. Women do not want a man too soft or too hard. If you are too sensitive, you are a push over. If you are too stern, you are cold hearted. If you show too much emotion, you are weak. You keep too much inside , you are guarded. If you work too much, you are neglecting. Don't work at all, you are useless and less than a man. You can't be to nice nor too harsh. It depends on the moment. Do you know how confusing that is? I often hear the words 'happy medium' and I cringe when I do. Is there a rulebook or manual? Is there a time of day? When do you turn off the emotions? When do you turn them on? Most men start the day the same way they end it. If he is happy and nice, then there it is. An a$$hole is a$$hole all day. Women will go through various mood changes in minutes and a man has to be prepared. We have to adjust to the situation and HOPE that we adjusted properly.
Straight men don't get a day. Fathers day is not handled with the same joy that mothers day is. Mothers day you into stores and the entire store will be redone for mothers day. Restaurants have half off meal deals. Commercials depicting beautiful moments with mothers and children are shown. Prideful tears of joy as mom comes home to a surprise of the children coming home for this joyous day. Songs on various stations sing the praises of mothers. Fathers day what do we get http://i184.photobucket.com/albums/x244/lawgable/dad2.jpgand 1 song poppa was a rolling stone. In all the urban religious plays and romantic films. The good man is always downtrodden a janitor or bus driver with a dream. Any man who is successful is evil and abusive. So success will corrupt in every case? No there are many successful men who are good to their women. Many but his story is never told. Then the sitcoms world depicts the family man as a buffoon and the wife as the head of the house (see "Everybody loves Raymond" "According to Jim") . It is like the main stream wants the straight man to seen as a clown. Gone are the days of The Cosby Show where the father is a stern good head of household. He is now the biggest idiot in the house. Even the children can outwit him everytime. It is hard out here for a grown a man, indeed. The strange belief is that women are the only ones who struggle. I know brothers (white, black, Hispanic, asian we are all the same) who fight to take care of their family. Men who struggle to hold it together. While the deadbeat dads get all the spotlight. The good men who beg to see their children, and can't. The stories are never told. Good men don't get a lifetime movie. Oprah does not dedicate a day to straight men unless we saved a life.
Now this is not to dog women. Nor I am trying to come across like men don't have faults. Lord knows we do. I am just saying have you guys ever thought how hard it is to be a man? I don't mean the 30 year old boys. I don't mean the players. I don't mean the hustlers. I don't mean the gangsters. I am saying the men out here. Those of who take care of our children. Those of us who work hard for our dollar. Those of us give our last to be sure our family is ok. Maybe one day the good straight male will get a parade. Maybe one day will get another movie (word to Will Smith and "The Pursuit of Happiness") Maybe one day. But for now it is hard out here for a good straight man.
-- President Straight Male Pride Foundation
Simon Stone

The Dark Knight returns

Time upon a once I had a myspace page (well I still do, don't check it much, isn't myspace so 2007?). I used to post a blog or two there. People have asked me when I was gonna start blogging again. I don't really care for the 'notes' thing on Facebook, so after I seeing one of my favorite poets (the wonderfully beautiful, Suzi Q) and my fellow anti zesty SMPF member Phillip using this platform, I decided 'why not?'

Sharing my thoughts is always a bit of a strange thing for me. Most of my popular blogs where my rose colored outlooks on something happening in life, my random thoughts or just my nerd side being shocked that people thought I was so cool. Which I guess I will bring here to my lil blogspot. I welcome comments (actually I need an editor! I am horrible at writing the English language. Perhaps I should have paid attention in those writing classes and not drawn Batman so much who knows?) and I hope that I can inspire more free thinkers as well be inspired by folks.

I am not trying to win a blogspot award or anything. I am not a great writer. I am also not the great leader, who will lead people to a promise land. I am a simple fellow thrust into a world that I can only observe. The reason being is that I am still trying to figure out what works and doesn't. Like any human I am flawed and may not do or say the right thing. I may share some fun tales of my life. I have had some adventures, ups and downs, I even a had date that lasted 3 days (what I wouldn't give to put those days on a loop like Groundhog Day - word to Bill Murray!)More often than not you will laugh. However I will offend at times, I will debate at times (for example I can't stand Tyler Perry TV shows) . Again I am human and am not trying to save the world. I leave that to Obama.

To start this off I am going to repost an old blog which caused LOADS of debate on my old myspace page

Top 10 Reasons I love women

My alter ego Trevvor Darktavious Gable was sitting in Stately 'StoneTemple Manor' sipping some imported chocolate milk. When a question was posed "So you started this "Straight Male Pride Foundation, but why do you love women?" This question is one that I clearly need to address. I went to the Batcave where I could be undisturbed and compile a list. The original was 362,438 (36-24-38) reasons I had narrow it down to my top 10. Now to my female readers some of these reasons may not make sense so I put in a brief explanation for some.

10. Cooking in robes/half dress – This for me is more satisfying than any alcohol or could ever be. There are few sights more beautiful than a woman making a make shift breakfast. I know to some it might seen as belittling. HOWEVER It is a wonderful sight period.

09. The Art OF Illusion – This is where you are lets say an argument is going down. The woman is against the ropes. She pulls out an error the man made months earlier. Now he is against the ropes and forgot that he was winning the argument. He is now in the corner in the fetal position having his nuts handed to him. That is an art that no man has been able to master. A woman is not beyond a sucker punch in a fair and you got to respect that.

08. Stockings – F*ck Oprah, stockings are never out of style. At least not home with dim lights and champagne. Tight high stockings not the grandma knee specials. Fishnet or the ones with the black line down the back sweet Jesus that is wonderful

07. Playing Coy – This is another art form that when dealing with a master can make for a wonderfully playful situation. It can also be a shocking situation. When the 'coy' treatment is the lure you into her parlor and work you over.

6. Compassion – When a woman cares about you there is nothing that can compete with the level of compassion she can give. The feeling of a woman wanting to be there for you is beyond wonderful. As long she feel special and important in your and will reciprocate without question.

05. Hair – I love to play in hair. Clean soft hair. Just while sitting at the coffee table, watching a movie, or laying in bed the morning after. Actually washing hair in the shower is kinda nice also but that is just me. Short or long, real preferred. [ No offense to my weave or extended wearing sisters.] HOWEVER can the weave match the real hair? My sole request]

04) Dressed up – Nothing more beautiful than stepping on the town, going to a work function or play with your favorite girl. She is looking sexy and confident. A nice body shaping dress, make up light and hair swept up. You introduce her to friends and co workers with in your eyes. Your boys shoot you the look of "yessir" on the sly. (I hate to put this part out there but) In the back of my mind the main thought "I am gonna see her naked later." ( Sorry I am a straight male, I mean no harm honestly)

03) "The Snapper" "Oh Wee" "Them Cheeks" lovemaking or Sex. – Now the Question is asked why is this so high up. Ladies be real when you have a good round or 2 of sexual congress, don't you feel better. Stress relieved. Have you ever worked with a person who has not had some congress? Difficult, impatience, argumentative and complaining all the time. It might a roommate, friend, boss or sibling. But there is someone around one you right now that makes you "She needs d**k in her life" The same rule applies to a man. Think about when Clinton was in office, no war. Clinton was getting them cheeks on the regular. Be it when Hilary was available or not. I am not condoning his behavior by any means. I am just saying a sexually satisfied man is better man to deal with as is a sexually satisfied women. Look at when Bush was in office with his country @$$ no female running trying hump him. So the whole country is in danger. You ever been in a club and some idiot is walking around looking like mad dog with rabies? He has not had any sexual congress in a long time. Just an aggressive angry bastard. So ladies never discount how important a good round of sharing the water fall into heaven can work toward changing the world.

02. Cuddling – This is my personal favorite. Nothing like some spooning. You dig?Nothing like the feeling of a soft good smelling woman laying next to you and feeling the warmth of her body. It can soothe the savage beast.

01) The Gift Of Life – Only a woman can give life. Men can destroy it. But only a woman can bring it into existence. Every man in this world owes some women his life. Me included. I love my mother dearly. Even though she drives me insane at times, my ex wife gave the most precious gift. I have ever received so I gotta even give her a hand. All mothers and mothers to be thank you for keeping the planet alive and well. Every man owes you a thank you. Well that is all for today. From the desk of the president of the Straight Male Pride Foundation. Thank you for your time.